Sometimes you need to vent and I vent to the open endless space of the internet.
Most of my vents I keep private, content that big brother or some super advanced A.I. program is reading my every word.
Sometimes when I write down what I am feeling, it’s the only way it will leave me alone. Somethings need to be let out, a private log is better than a yelling match with a human being.
Also, I get to read my own words and feelings. Often, right after I write , i disagree with 80% of what is written and it is a friendly reminder that my highly emotional states do not convey the same belief structure that I maintain everyday.
Other times, I use it to track my emotional states, especially anger and depression. Knowing what i feel during those states means I can talk about when I am not. We repress a lot of things just because we may not agree with it at the time or we may not even know we harbor that belief within. When we are calm, we glaze over little things and push them back into our subconscious. You can’t dissolve those beliefs if you aren’t prepared to give your emotional self a good look in the face and ohhhhh what an ugly face it is.
But sometimes you miss and post a vent publicly.
I hate when that **** happens!
But hey, that’s the content for a private post.